i turned off loudtwitter. it was kinda obnoxious, after all.

just as a heads-up, this post will mostly be filled with what many people would consider 'bitching'.

so, as i have mentioned, i've been going back and forth and generally agonizing over whether or not i should quit my awful job. The thing is, i am, as they say, 'living comfortably' for the first time, well, forever. i mean, financially. financially comfortable. nevermind, that's a really stupid expression. nothing about the way i am now living could even come close to being described as 'comfortable'.

i'm not going to make a list of reasons why my job is making me crazy, but i will mention an entirely awful realization that i came to this week, at work. the only times that i have ever gotten into any type or large, extracurricular, creative project and actually completed/ did anything with it, are times when i have either been:

1. in college

or

2. working at dunkin motherfucking donuts

so.

no, i am not going to go back to dunkin, but in a fit of irrationality, i did inquire about any overnight positions available down at the old dnd. then i realized that i would rather tear out my own god damned eyes.

however, i am now officially looking for any kind of entry-level total shit job. oh well.

"it's like, i'm at level four in mario brothers, but i'm at level one in life."
-robby roadsteamer


also.

week 1 of nano was awesome, and i was a powerhouse, and i was thinking 'ohmygodthisisgonnabetheyeariactuallyfuckingdoitfuckyeah', but then week two i faltered, and week three has been a wash.

i think i'm done for this november, but i'm gonna stick with this novel, because this is the first time i've felt like what i'm writing is a cohesive story, and i think i know where it's going. it might be worth it to give it the attention it deserves, and not just use it as a speed-writing experiment.

i gotta pay some bills and work a bit tumorrow and then maybe hang out with some dudes and maybe make some music and maybe draw and maybe write and maybe just sleep and maybe do none of those things.

the universe is shaped exactly like the earth.
if you go straight long enough y'll end up where you were.

zazz

• 19:21 i'm smoking a bowl, watching End Of, listening to DAT politics, wearing bunny ears, drinking a beer and drawing bridges. HOO-TY HOO #
• 20:42 i would fucking kill a man for a can of surge. #

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• 04:35 BUT HE'S TOO STONED NINTENDO twitpaint.com/lxx8xl #
• 23:10 fucking around with the site a little. drawings of many types soon. need to get back to writing. four swords adventures is fucking awesome. #
• 23:28 if you are reading this from waterlizard.com, yes the site is still very much under constructions. links next, then stories. #

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loudtwitter is working again, oh my.

i am stoned and trying to get some things done.

it is very likely that i am going to quit my job and do something that will earn me much less money.

i am okay with this.

there is more of a story hear but i am very intoxicated.

a more in depth post is in the future?

who can say?

you teach me and i'll teach you.

• 09:59 i should be working on the site or writing but 4 swords is too awesome. #
• 10:02 I DONT HAVE THROAT CANCER twitpaint.com/5derpa #
• 13:35 "Bring home a surly hag. We'll tie her up and play pin the tail on the hag!" -Kernel #
• 17:19 new band name - orange bycicle testical popsicle breakfast #

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• 10:42 The info page is up! This is pretty much what the new layout will look like. waterlizard.com/info.htm stories next? or maybe links. #
• 13:07 OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY twitpaint.com/muq2ss #
• 13:13 i'm taking a break from nano to draw some prelims for www.cityofclover.com - a project that i am very excited to be involved with. #
• 18:27 i'm most likely going to get to see the scott pilgrim movie before i die, and i'm pretty happy about that. #

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well, loudtwitter worked for a while and then stopped. after doing a bit of research, i have learned that LT and LJ do not exactly get along famously. There a little guide on the site to setting it up properly, but i decided, eh, fuck it. those tweets were kinda clogging the journal up anyway, kinda like when i was trying to answer those writer's block questions everytime i logged in.

a lot of people around me are being creative these days, and that's pretty good. I'm thinking of getting into MtG again, i have two ideas for decks, one based around forced fruition + underworld dreams, and one based around worship. we'll see, i kinda don't wanna get into it because it becomes a fairly time consuming hobby.

eh. it's saturday and i have been working like crazy and i feel like i need to play some games soon.

http://twitpaint.com/muq2ss

well, it is certainly november. i am writing in here instead of starting my nano.

OH! i literally JUST noticed that it is not 8 AM like my stove says. i have an extra hour!

i was going to mention that I am drinking a beer at eight in the morning, but nope. the clocks have changed and i am drinking a beer at seven in the morning.

one of the reasons that i have not begun nanoing is that i am waiting for an iwork09 demo to download and my internet is slow. are any mac users reading this? if so, what do you recommend for word processing?

i don't really need anything fancy, but i am hoping that this program will let me know my word count.

in other news, i really want a new job, but i can't imagine anything that i could actually get that i wouldn't hate doing. i guess that's unremarkable. prolly 99% of everyone feels that way.

i can't find my hoodie and i may have left it at a halloween party on friday. in the pockets are a pair of gloves that i may need this week.

• 19:08 Kevin does it again - bit.ly/1TDl25 #
• 19:09 if you haven't been following this madman start here - www.youtube.com/user/KevinEatsIt #

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